On the last day in NFA he did exactly what he knew was needed. They needed Illyria on top form, so he took care of that. He always defined himself as someone who would do what was needed, despite the personal cost. Once 'what was needed' was a decision that was taken by someone else, his Father, the Watchers Council (hence trying to capture Faith in BtVS), but without that he had to decide for himself. He was however as bad as Angel at taking decisions collectively. Perhaps his ultimate desire was to be that man. Very complex character!
I had a love/hate relationship with the stubble, but am I wrong to think he was very sexy when he started playing with guns? I think the psycho-analysis needed to figure that out would be beyond my meagre budget. :-)
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Date: 2005-07-23 04:15 pm (UTC)I had a love/hate relationship with the stubble, but am I wrong to think he was very sexy when he started playing with guns? I think the psycho-analysis needed to figure that out would be beyond my meagre budget. :-)